Friday, October 22, 2010


I spent the morning crying my eyes out (thanks Missy :) )realizing there was still sadness in my heart that God wanted to touch. I had been feeling so good this past week...better than I had in months. I had energy again and was just ready to get on with life. Then Wednesday I decided to do this kick butt Jillian Micheals work out video. Thursday I woke up feeling SORE and then Thursday afternoon I started bleeding....a lot! (sorry if this grosses anyone out). I continued bleeding and cramping for 4 hours and bawling my eyes out. The Lord was cleansing me and my heart. This morning I listened to a focus on the family broadcast about a family whose daughter only lived 2 hours and I was reminded again: that i am not alone in this journey, of God's closeness in our pain and the miracle of life. I am so thankful for the Lord's graciousness in this journey and for His healing touch in my life.

1 comment:

Missy. said...

girl...can i just say PUT THE JILLIAN MICHAELS AWAY...for REAL...give yourself some TIME. Burry it infact for a much later date. all in love, but yeah...let yourself heal. :) mis